my nite playing florence nightengale

♦ I can only tell you just how long and how much i can play nurse for my kids when they are sick, and believe me its not very long. I do not know if many of you will judg me and call me a terrible mom or say im not a good parent, but I can tell you this, I dont think nursing is the career choice for me. altho I keep gravitating towards it more and more but to do it professionally? forget it i would suck. Let me start off by saying in all fairness to me  constantly sitting up to the calls of “mom!!!”, “mom please help!”, “mommy!!!!”” mom my stomach, my back please rub it” so I get up half asleep plus groggily trying to maintain my balance after one being woken up in such a way i thought the man with the one eye burlap sack was chasing me, im half asleep and my body is numb everywhere! so i go into their room after I fumble for the puke bucket(in my house we use a basin from the hospital as our bucket, and dont worry three kids , yes i haved three of them) walk in their room fall onto the bed only to see my son is in soo much pain he dont want me to rub his belly or his back doesnt want me to go getm ore ginger ale but wants me to watch him pace back n forth like a lunatic as hes cutting up the rug. i keep saying” anthony honey please come lay down” anthonys replies” i cant, i dont wanna i dont feel like it im gona puke” ok so i try  the method of being nice again meanwhile i been dealing with him this way for 24 hours before and again in walking zombie state. i say”: anthony baby you wont get better if you dont relax and calm down” his response” i need ginger ale” ok so i go get the ginger ale i return i say here ya go baby lay on me” his response ” rub my belly” i rub he says ” stop ” it hurts i stop he says ” no please can you rub it?” i rub. he says ” stop i need my machine. ok hes a sever asthmatic whose on a nebulizer and when he asks for it i run for it because i know he needs it. i fumble in dark looking for machine before i say hey ypou know what let me turn the tv on for light, i get it all set up he says ” nooooo i donbt need it:” i said ok he pukes again and i mean pukes then as he pukes he gets a massive bolt of the shits ok ill be nice diahrea so hes got it coming out both ends. yea yea i know a big mess. sooo after shower and clean up and fresh sheets and pjs and new ginger ale and he still says he needs his machine n rub my back no dont rub it go get heating pad i set up everything all over again he falls asleep but i place nebulizer mask over his face while he finally sleeps just so ill feel better since he asked i lower the pad to low on his back i fix the covers im rubbing his belly everything is finally calming down a close to day two of this all night all day carnival affair and his machine is done, finally i look see him sleeping i say ok i can return to my bed . i go to bathroom get bottle of water fix my covers and my pillow i get comfortable and finally start to dose off,,” mommyy!!!! comhere!!!”  really??? you cant make this shit up

leggings are not pants people!!!

why would i wana look at someone else cellulite when i dont wana look at my own? i just dont get it i dont understand how anyone thinks wearing them when u are a voluptous woman and i m being polite when i say voluptous and im by far making fun of anyoone over weight because im not a skinny little thing. but why would anyone wana wear them as pants!!?? first off they stretch soo much no matter what color ur wearing and yes white is worse its like they spread soooo far the material i can see those white pink butterfly undies ur wearing and they are thongs!! no one needs to see that or no one needs to be scared by every ounce of ur jiggle as u walk by them because i can fell your flesh! i feels as if im touching u naked.. let alone if ur skinny  u look like u got chicken legs and no but.. seriously!!! wear leggins under a dress or over a long coat no one should ever wear them alone.. unless ur working out in gym but still cover!! they are almost transparent.. see thru and we can see ev erything. and if u think we cant ..please go to walmart at 4 am and take a look around and then u cecide if legging is really the best choice for u!